Mama There's Wolves In The House

Well I tried sleeping and it wasn't working, so I just went ahead and finished this. I guess now it's off my mind, I'll try again.:T


Best appreciated when accompanied by this cover of Wolves by Phosphorescent, performed by one of my very best friends and two of her siblings.♥ As if it gets any more fitting than this.
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Nhu is a brave and proud sort of girl. She is also compassionate to a fault. She spends a lot of time busying herself by trying to take care of others. Even when she is working on her personal research, it is in the interest of sharing it eventually, with people who become afflicted and are to go through what she has already experienced. That being said, she is not one to cry in front of others. She feels compelled to maintain a strong and calm demeanor for those around her- to act as an emotional anchor for her friends when they need it. She even feels weak when she allows herself to cry in privacy, so it isn't something she lets happen often. However the sadness of missing her family and the stress of her new life do probably catch up to her occasionally, and I imagine when she has no one to take care of, and runs out of things to keep her busy, and the anxiety, loneliness, and panic all well up within her to the point of overflowing, she becomes a recluse for however long it takes for the storm to settle, locking herself in her room with old mix tapes playing to drown out the sound of her weeping, and she lays on the floor and allows herself to fall apart, just for a little while.

Night Time Window photo taken by
Nhu/art (c) to me.